Its easier to run replacing this pain with something numb its so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played
if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would
sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past
just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel so misplaced is so much simpler than change
its easier to run replacing this pain with something numb its so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone
